Thursday, August 17, 2006
i'm pretty tired right now because i haven't slept for the past 2 nights. at the time i would be lying in bed, just tossing/turning/sighing with my head was so full of idonnowhats, seriously. i've heard people talk about how they couldn't sleep because they had so much to think about but i never actually had it happen to me like this.
i was actually in bed thinking 'what the hell is in my head - i can't stop freaking thinking!', basically going insane when i realised my room was light and i could hear birds chirping. that in itself pissed me off because in greece all i ever heard were damn pigeons. nothing else but pigeons. here i got what must be like half the world's bird species in my backyard going disney on me at 6am... then today i realised i had been eating lots and lots of coffee sweets the past 2 days. kopiko sweets - anyone remember those? so good and SO VERY BAD FOR YOU.
tina: i feel sorry for you, man - you must have been going nuts at home because really those voiceclips were just crazy. i had my volume up loud in my room so there was this chipmunk voice laughing the infamous Tina Laugh... pure madness, people. and the male one? CRAZYPERSON! it sounded like tina - yet not tina at the same time. like it was some guy who had stolen her soul and was talking like she does... giggling like she does... it was disturbing.
anyways, this morning i decided to grace the lower half of the house with my presence and went downstairs to the kitchen. BEFORE 3pm! after my mom recovered herself from the shock, she made me help her make meringues (child labour). i got to lick the giant whirly thing from the mixer. dude, meringue mix is like shaving foam. i think guys should shave with it because then i could lick it off their jawlines. or something k next topic please...
sometimes i really turn emo-hippy. like i'll be watching the news about how fast the amazon forest is disappearing or about people mistreating their pets or about how the climate is changing because of emissions in the atmosphere and i will just want to cry. i go mental, really. i'll be sitting there and thinking about all the trees and animals just fading away and i get so depressed it's quite lame. i feel like the whole world is being destroyed because of me, so i go around like some madwoman turning every electrical thing off, checking the taps aren't leaking, hiding all the paper i wasted... but it doesn't work. then i dream about moving to some forest and living like a naked hippy or something. with the bugs. and that usually ends my eco-emo mood pretty quickly. but yeah TREES ARE DYING. and our rivers are running with POISON. we're just tearing our way through this planet, wiping out other creatures, we're filling our atmosphere with toxic gases and you know what? it's come down to us gassing ourselves and others to death inside a glasshouse. yeah. a nice combination of mass-suicide/homicide.
so fuck you all. fuck you all to hell.
P.S. here's Smokey the Bear with a message:
and here he is when you don't listen:
this was vultures at 7:22 AM
